tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62595332011-08-30T12:47:15.874+08:00the diTz's psychobabbLeall's been said.. its my psycho-babbLe... but i'm not always psychotic.. i hope..diTznoreply@blogger.comBlogger6101100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1162181811317946342006-10-30T12:14:00.000+08:002006-10-30T12:24:20.666+08:00611th - and the lastafter 610 posts on this blogger site which have been a chronicle of my life of sorts over the past almost 3 years, i am officially moving to wordpress. had that blog for a few months already but couldnt really bear to part with this. but i have over the weekend imported that 610 posts over. and tho its not say super ready yet, its presentable already :Dso yuppers.goodbye diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1161964398953648092006-10-27T23:50:00.000+08:002006-10-27T23:53:18.980+08:00不必在乎我是谁-林忆莲我觉得有点累，我想我缺少安慰，我的生活如此乏味，生命像花一样枯萎。我整夜不能睡，可能是因为烟和咖啡，如果是因为没有人陪，我愿意敞开心扉。其实真的 想让自己醉，让自己远离那许多恩怨是非，让隐藏以久的渴望随风飞，哦，忘了我是谁。女人，若没人爱多可悲，就算是有人听我的歌会流泪，我还是真是的期待有 人追，何必在乎我是谁。我想你说得对，寂寞使人惟悴，是寂寞使人心碎，恋爱中的女人才美，我想我做得对，我想我不会后悔，不管春风怎样吹，让我先好好爱一 回。其实真的想让自己醉，让自己远离那许多恩怨是非，让隐藏以久的渴望随风飞，哦，忘了我是谁。女人，若没人爱多可悲，就算是有人听我的歌会流泪，我还是 真是的期待有人追，何必在乎我是谁。其实真的想让自己醉，让自己远离那许多恩怨是非，让隐藏以久的渴望随飞，请你忘了我是谁！女人若没人爱多可悲，就算是 有人听我的歌会流泪，我还是真的期待有人追，diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1161678527943918502006-10-24T16:23:00.000+08:002006-10-24T16:28:47.966+08:00sarawak collages!!ok since i am in sch and distracted already, might as well do the super overdue task of uploading collages frm sarawak trip :Di thought we were busy then.look at us now!!!okay back to work!diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1161619644966906552006-10-24T00:06:00.000+08:002006-10-24T00:07:25.006+08:00now and then i do random quizzesgotta admit this is quite accurate!!Get to know yourself better Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1161452921965745912006-10-22T01:37:00.000+08:002006-10-22T01:48:42.006+08:00wad a week :Dtruly been blessed!!! the week that just passed was v stressful as i had asian biz + farrell presentation back to back - wed and thurs morn respectively. and was suitably stressed and pressed for time. but i have been blessed with superb project grp mates - belle, jamie and derelyn 4 asian biz; and jamie and zoO 4 farrell :D its been really fun and great working with those wonderfuL diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1160758546862143162006-10-14T00:43:00.000+08:002006-10-14T00:55:46.886+08:00refreshingly tiredoxymoronic? perhaps. just want to share a bit of thanksgiving. attended the other coos nus cell, and have really been blessed! reminded of certain things, the more pertinent ones being (i) the need to be continually maintain our close relationship with Him to hear His voice (ii) the importance of our attitude and how we should be responsive to Him 24/7 and (iii) i need to stop diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1160668874650477062006-10-12T23:58:00.000+08:002006-10-13T00:01:14.673+08:00so damn tiredi am so damn tiredtrying to see You in it alldiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1160202040294978792006-10-07T14:16:00.000+08:002006-10-07T14:20:40.313+08:00choked but breathing; drowning but swimmingbeing choked to death by the freaking haze, hacking my lungs out every time i step out (the freaking PSI is 130 this morning!)but the air i breathe in Your presence is fresh and sweet every day, haze or no hazebeing swamped by work and incomprehensible talk (think foucault and economics), frustrated to no end by an ailing laptop and overly-intelligent (diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1159803762256157932006-10-02T23:39:00.000+08:002006-10-02T23:42:43.490+08:00ungentlemanlinessi am usually not that great a stickler for gentlemanliness, but it just happened that today was a day where i was carrying loads of stuff (read: many many many thick heavy hardcover books) around and had to contend with a recently-strained right ankle that was acting up. not that i really coundn't cope with the load, but it would be nice to have some help. oh well. singaporean diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1159716466216575462006-10-01T23:26:00.000+08:002006-10-01T23:56:16.440+08:00super farnie!!my first real foray into youtube. yes i am slow.but i HAVE to share this. thanks redbean :)diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1159635403788007902006-10-01T00:50:00.000+08:002006-10-01T00:56:43.806+08:00back and (more) settledi am back from sarawak! will put up a sarawak collage soon.. (read: after i finish HT proposal) no i didn't get lost in the jungle or eaten by a tiger (dun be too disappointed by that..) wahhaa..anyway had a good "chat" with claypot on fri b4 sarawak. thanks dude.. and today i finally put my foot down and went to cOos (church of our saviour). had a super fruitful time. willdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1158584026030437722006-09-18T20:52:00.000+08:002006-09-18T20:54:10.496+08:00snapshots from melaka :Djust a small collage of d photos i have.. i am sure there are more with the others..and i shall await sarawak..and yes paul. my fave prof is officially farrell.. as paul puts it, "farrell is unknowingly doing all the right things at the right time for you." and yes indeed he is..diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1158578828238135352006-09-18T19:22:00.000+08:002006-09-18T19:31:08.683+08:00yay :Dthe following email is from prof farrell - a legendary figure in hist department. known for being demanding and intimidating. my group and i lost much much sleep in preparing 4 d presentation that was last thurs, and was super nervous and alL. but praise God, for we did well :D and thanks to edgar, paul, bob and everyone who hangs out in d honours rm and saw us tear our hair and was diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1158505179359405142006-09-17T22:42:00.000+08:002006-09-17T23:13:00.500+08:00i need His warm embraceits just one of those phases one experiences in life when you just want to run away from yourself helps when you are geographically away as well as you try cast certain things into one corner lock them up and throw the key away but of course there is no key to throw no way to really lock it up and when u have to come back into yourself and into this life into this state of diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1156941919777047872006-08-30T20:45:00.000+08:002006-08-30T20:45:19.820+08:00i want to truly live for an audience of One. I come on my knees To lay down before you Bringing all that I am Longing only to know you Seeking your face And not only your hand I find you embracing me Just as I am And I lift these songs To you and you alone As I sing to you In my praises make your home To my audience of one You are Father, and you are Son As your spirit flows free, Let it find diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1156691945011923772006-08-27T23:05:00.000+08:002006-08-27T23:19:05.056+08:00the elusive-ness of it allfeel like i am moving forward, growing closer. yet at the same time i am being pulled away. from friends, from family, from myself, and even from God.oh no.don't know what to make of it all already.. trying very hard to keep perspective. trying very hard to stay in between attachment and detachment. trying very hard to remember who i am, and the way i am made. trying to diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1156210631202360652006-08-22T09:35:00.000+08:002006-08-22T09:37:11.226+08:00many things yet nothing at alli don't know what is it that i want to blog about anymore.diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1156176983278028632006-08-21T23:53:00.000+08:002006-08-22T00:16:23.376+08:00"The way to enter, to enjoy, and to live in God's presence - is through praise."enough said la hor.. :D just really want to make it a total lifestyle for me from now on!several meet-ups over the last week, and i am taking stock of all the wonderful ppl He has placed in my life (albeit at diff times and diff places)trying to stay focused on the blessings, on the good things.diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1155869633863640522006-08-18T10:45:00.000+08:002006-08-18T10:53:53.883+08:00what a timewhat a time! to be year 4, swamped with work in the first week, on the brink of graduation & many of my friends working already. season of gatherings - first i had a sec4 one. den i am going for a jc one tonite, followed by exchange gang on saturday!and i am currently working on my moleskin notebook, and have themed it "random (and not so random) snapshots of my not-not-random diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1155614403586318682006-08-15T11:38:00.000+08:002006-08-15T12:44:27.336+08:00and its school again..holidays are finally over, and tho i have not been doing much i think it still has been a pretty eventful 3-or-so months.. and now that i am actually sitting in school using nus network i think i can finally post pictures and let them speak for the more exciting things i did this hols. exciting enough to have pictures anyway. and those that do not have pics, its not that diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1155049689900489602006-08-08T23:05:00.000+08:002006-08-08T23:08:09.930+08:00general state of beinghassled frazzled frustratedgenerally unwellbut i am strangely aware that all will be well.that everything has somehow already been taken care of.such is the power and love of my God for me.hope that i will be able to start school on the right noteand i am very happy and proud to be a citizen of sunny and rainy and humid Singaporehappy 41st national day my dearestdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1154627432680271102006-08-04T01:47:00.000+08:002006-08-04T01:50:32.946+08:00totally for mei am freaking tired, having been up since 7am and just returned from airport sending clement yan off as he goes on exchange (i wanna go again!) but had to check mail for smth impt and this came up.. and yah its totally speaking to me i feel.. so just gotta blog thisbtw i have been experiencing mild but persistent toothache.. i hope its nothing serious. will see dentist soon - whom idiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1154273278172675162006-07-30T23:13:00.000+08:002006-07-30T23:27:58.230+08:00snippets from devotion"Integrity commits itself to character over personal gain, people over things, service over power, discipline over impulse, commitment over convenience, and the long view over the immediate.""when your gifts don't match your ministry, you feel like a square peg in a round hole."i hope i am not a square peg =(diTznoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1153659430512547602006-07-23T20:53:00.000+08:002006-07-23T20:57:10.543+08:00i want to be ready Are You Ready? I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up. - Isaiah 43:19 NIV God says He wants to "do a new thing" for you, so disregard the circumstances and believe the God who cannot lie! The rubbish can be diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1152891941777035002006-07-14T23:44:00.000+08:002006-07-14T23:45:41.803+08:002 lineshave been busy working since tues when i started work at ncss with the events dept helping out for the national day fund raising project have been sleeping little blog more tmr okays promise.diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1152350391144236082006-07-08T17:16:00.000+08:002006-07-08T17:19:51.166+08:001 peter 2:9theme verse for vcffoc 2006. glad that i went. truly i was blessed simply because i was there, although as a part-timer. and yah the things that God did to make sure that i was there simply reaffirmed that it was a camp He wanted me to be at although i was kinda reluctant in the beginning..last FOC as an undergraduate. meeting freshmen.. girls 3 yrs younger and guys a year younger.. diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1152355100944734062006-07-08T17:00:00.000+08:002006-07-08T19:03:10.273+08:00smth i ripped from ah-kor's blog coz i am bored10 Favourites:Favourite colour: green (but it goes in phases.. it was purple, den orange, den pink and now its green)Favourite food: ice-creamFavourite song: currently its "you and i both" (by jason mraz)Favourite movie: love me if you dareFavourite sport: volleyball (tho i am not very good and haven't play it in years)Favourite season: winter/summerdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1151758244503681502006-07-01T20:46:00.000+08:002006-07-01T20:50:44.526+08:00strange dreams..been having dreams about a particular someone that is not really in my life anymores. kinda strange no? and its making me feel really strange stuff...hmmm.. maybe i will dream of that particular someone again tonight? its weird but not unpleasant. wahhaa.. well maybe i will dream of Jesus instead! that'll be totally awesome!!anywayi just came back from a short stay at my mom's diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1151337211900767922006-06-26T23:43:00.000+08:002006-06-26T23:53:31.940+08:00thank youthank you secret (or not-so-secret) fren B, for being so giving and doting. although its not easy, you have put yourself aside to be there and more for me. i cannot thank God enough for you and i can only hope that i have been at least one-tenth to you of what you have been to me. thank you for making sure i eat (very well at that), and that i can finally own a copy of lolita, and spunkydiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1151164843224775092006-06-24T23:52:00.000+08:002006-06-25T00:00:43.260+08:00happy birthdayhappy birthday to my mommy dearest. altho she will nv get to read this blog.. but yeah. i won't go on with the cheesy (but usually true) stuff about my mom and all. but i really thank God for giving her to me as my mom, and ya just gotta keep believing in her salvation as far fetched and unimaginable as it may seem.happy birthday also to delia - enjoy the kino vouchers :Dand happy diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1151044140693144842006-06-23T14:03:00.000+08:002006-06-23T14:29:00.753+08:00new dayits a new day. that i was half dreading for a few reasons..but i have survived half of it and it has been pretty ok. finally got down to updating songs on my ipOod and doing random stuff for my folks.first fruitful morning of QT as well.before i settled down for qt, the skies were grey and overcast.. and it poured and poured until i dunno when... i didn't even know when the rain stopped. diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1150994562047886552006-06-22T23:32:00.000+08:002006-06-23T14:33:33.900+08:00post-depressionwent mango sale this morning.. was authorised by mom. thanks bob for d ride to town and for being clothes hanger for a while. it was the most fruitful mango sale ever!! i bought a dress, a top and a pair of shorts in d morning at the wisma outlet.. den later in d day was hanging around at taka and went into mango (uncontrollably) and bought one more top that i've been eyeing since diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1150912738941231372006-06-22T01:50:00.000+08:002006-06-22T01:58:59.040+08:001:49 am on 22nd june thursdaywhat a random date and time for me to be so overwhelmed that i actually got online and had to blog somethingwanted very much to put it on d wordpress blog, where i feel freer to be more explicit. but i just cannot let go of this blog. will just get it out and hopefully feel better.i hope i am just PMS-ing but i can't believe i am going through it all again.i haven't diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1150820144646608642006-06-21T00:06:00.000+08:002006-06-21T00:15:44.673+08:00His love is all i need. Your love is extravagantYour friendship, is intimateI feel like moving to the rhythm of your graceYour fragrance is intoxicating, in our secret placeYour love is extravagantSpread wide in the arms of Christ, is the love that covers sin.No greater love have I ever known; You considered me your friend.Capture my heart again.Your love is extravagantYour friendship is diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1150718841475016882006-06-19T20:03:00.000+08:002006-06-19T20:07:21.496+08:00hellook my wordpress blog is moving along. but i still can't let go of this one.letting go. sigh i think that phrase is a bane of many's existence.letting go of blogs, of people, of things, of relationships etc etc etc...oh well.i think we reached closure at a deeper level, but i dun really wanna elaborate.God know can already!diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1150529551254440412006-06-17T15:18:00.000+08:002006-06-17T15:32:31.283+08:00to blog or not to blog?have been thinking about my blog and blogging style. and i am sometimes upset with myself for not being as "deep" a blogger as i would like, always talking about what i have been up to and tiny tidbits of useless stuff about stuff i see hear and feel. nothing deep, nothing thought provoking. its a wonder that this blog still gets the whatever little traffic it gets - i diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1150343376424554932006-06-15T11:38:00.000+08:002006-06-15T11:49:36.486+08:00tidbits of informationi have set up a blog at wordpress. but there is nothing there yet. nothing much anyway. this blogspot blog has been with me far too long.. i am kinda reluctant to move, having spent lotsa time and energy getting it to this stage, having gone thru a million and 1 templates and changed the address a couple of times too.. heh.. will see how things go la ya.on monday i met sean diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1150039358517799042006-06-11T23:17:00.000+08:002006-06-11T23:22:38.540+08:00ash and tomash and tom are 2 students over for study abroad from uni of north carolina, and i "hosted" them together with bobbert on saturday for a day of food, food and more food!they went to botanical gardens with bobbert in d morning while i met gabe and meisi to write bible study; and met them for lunch. went to maxwell market, which was where the day of eating and drinking almost non-stop diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149954430983776112006-06-09T23:30:00.000+08:002006-06-10T23:47:11.006+08:00riding alone for thousands of milesfinally caught that show by zhang yimou at picturehouse today with redbean. i loved it!!!! was kinda sad tho, and the Japanese male lead (i cant remember his name, and no he is not some young and cute dude) did a great job in playing the role of a stoic asian dad with pent up feelings and no way to express them.. sigh... oh wells..and a greater "finally" (if diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149953983672832532006-06-08T23:37:00.000+08:002006-06-10T23:39:43.690+08:00happy birthday!!my dearest b&b, happy 28th birthday!!!enjoy the 7 pairs of socks (no more wearing hole-y ones to d store k?), the nice muji cutting pad (thank bobbert), and finish the nutella cake soon!! (before william claims it back!!)diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149745654352082682006-06-08T13:43:00.000+08:002006-06-08T13:47:34.380+08:00poetry du blanc is here again!!here is a message from the friendly lovely folks at booksactuallySalut ! salut !POETRY du BLANC open-microphone sessions strive to celebrate poetry /prose / words at its organic state -- delivered in speech, in comfort.Please, recite !a prose, a poem, a letter, a page, a paragraph, a sentence, a word.Please, picnic !cross-legged on wooden floors, surrounded by wallsdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149581978235596612006-06-06T16:09:00.000+08:002006-06-06T16:19:38.273+08:00moleskinlong overdue ad, but then i couldn't download the picture the lovely folks @ booksactually sent me.. but now in the store so i guess its as good a time as any to put this up!moleskin exhibition! 2nd june 2006 - 30th june 2006in case you have been hiding in a well and have no idea what moleskin notebooks are, read on.."Moleskine notebooks have been around for more than 200 years. diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149481349789837712006-06-05T12:19:00.000+08:002006-06-05T12:40:51.733+08:00holiday!decided to take this quiz after seeing that this fren who went on exchange to welly in nz took it and her ideal holiday island is nz!!well i guess Fiji is close enough! i was so near yet so far from them when i was in nz la! Your Ideal Holiday Islands are the Fiji Islands! Bring on the enlightenment! A spiritual encounter is what you're after when heading to your diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149480331053587102006-06-05T12:02:00.000+08:002006-06-05T12:05:31.073+08:00LTPi finally finished the proposal! wahhahaa.and my mantra this season is "as long as God is in heaven, all will be well" :DdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149411226318531122006-06-04T16:42:00.000+08:002006-06-04T16:55:31.266+08:00randomnesson friday, claypot's beloved fart (okok, bart) met with a minor accident. but he sounded so frazzled over the phone that i imagined the worse possible scenario. so i was relieved to see him alive, kicking and frustrated with himself; and the damaged engine hood. instead of going to sks as planned, (which i spent $11 just rushing down in a cab but got a new cab driver who went one HUGE diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149134451282003722006-06-01T11:37:00.000+08:002006-06-01T12:00:51.310+08:00so much. yet nothing at all..someone really tight commented, "i can't read you anymore coz there is nothing to read anymore."i agree.but it just got me wondering how true is that? is there nothing to read anymore really? or am i in some form of denial (as uaual)?afraid of losing. more than one thing. i realise that now. i realise certain things about me now - things that i hate.surrender. i need diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1149133007116846932006-06-01T11:29:00.000+08:002006-06-01T12:02:52.360+08:00x-menYou Are StormExotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses.Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene.Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightningWhich of the X-Men Are You?watched x-men yesterday with claypot, uncle fong, fernie, meisi and daniel. was really great and i really enjoyed it! although i diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1148705788348490352006-05-27T12:42:00.000+08:002006-05-27T13:16:09.840+08:00of LPC, grades, missing sentosa and RentLPC: tiring but fruitful. don't feeel like eleborating tho..grades:pleasantly surprised! considering all that happened the last sem, i'm super happy la! its truly by His grace that i could pull up my blasted CAP. though i think i'm quite stuck at second lower already la.. but well, i'm happy la! HY3209 COLD WAR IN EUROPE, 1945-1991diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1148227460544869662006-05-21T23:59:00.000+08:002006-05-22T00:04:20.566+08:00holidayscame back frm SPA retreat on wed. at batam. was great!!!!!!!!! first time silent retreat. v good experience. hope when my time comes to plan SPA for next yr it'll be just as great.going for LPC tmr.. kinda reluctant. but nd to go with open heart and open mind.. and this devotion which i just read seems v apt on d eve of a leaders' camp.. except i currently have no committee.. heh.. but todiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1147236967893568012006-05-10T12:47:00.000+08:002006-05-10T12:56:07.913+08:00yesterdayyesterday 9th may was my brother jon lee's and my fellow princess-chick tamar's birthdayi called jon when he was on his way to langkawiand i didn't know it was miss yeo's birthday.last nite had strange feeling that it was coming and msn-ed aaron ask him whenbut he nv reply me.until now. that it was yesterday!and i was going to meet miss yeo today but cancelled due to unforeseen diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1146999857584249312006-05-07T18:54:00.000+08:002006-05-07T19:04:17.603+08:00pro-singaporethe elections that just passed brought out the "political creature" in me. hahaa.. never realised i actually had certain views on sg's political scene, esp since i am not one that really pays attention to the candidates, political news etc etc.. like if i come across the news i'll read it but i wun actively look for info and stuff.. and i don't talk abt it unless someone talks to me diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1146761629410003802006-05-05T00:33:00.000+08:002006-05-05T00:53:49.816+08:00completing sentences.Maybe I should just buy the misia "love is the message" cd. tho' its $45 and i have the rest of the month to think about..I love listening to music with lyrics that go straight to the heart, curled up with d good book on a rainy day with a steaming cup of tea, assured in ChristI don’t understand why its so difficult to lose weight! or why sg can't have nice weather like nz.. diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1146756118117038562006-05-04T23:16:00.000+08:002006-05-04T23:21:58.140+08:00done.done with examsdone with a certain prickly issue.thank you dOode, and You Doode, for being there and making it less difficult and painful than i expected :Dand thanks bob for stickin ard when it got tough.. heh..kinda sad that i have to go.but its best for me, you and da bizfor now at least...its smth that we hafta do i guess..so yup no longer involved with booksactually officiallybut diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1146321309439881752006-04-29T22:32:00.000+08:002006-04-29T22:35:09.456+08:00stained glass masquerade Is there anyone that fails Is there anyone that falls Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small Cause when I take a look around Everybody seems so strong I know they'll soon discover That I don't belong So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too So with a painted grin, I play the part again So everyone diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1145938567480828472006-04-25T12:06:00.000+08:002006-04-25T12:16:07.503+08:00of stools, walls, and exams three legged stool. stable. reliable. is that necessarily so?but does having a third leg make the stool more stable?or is the stool not really a stool but a bench, and the third leg is just an extra appendage?not needed. not necessarily wanted. good to have. doesn't matter if don't have?walls.not necessarily of stone. or of brick. or of any opaque material.just an diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1144813755748541872006-04-12T11:48:00.000+08:002006-04-18T15:41:36.193+08:00perfect embrace only He can give.i yearn.i wait.selflesssecurewarmdemanding nothingexpecting nothingdirect and to the pointno room for misinterpretationno avoidanceno side-skirtingthe perfect embraceknows allunderstands allaccepts alltolerates allcorrects allloves allembraces allno room for misunderstandinghaving understood so wellso thoroughlysensitive without being over sentisitivetender diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1144226226207526552006-04-05T16:21:00.000+08:002006-04-05T16:37:06.326+08:00coach wristlets..i dun think i even mentioned my love affair with coach wristlets that began back in 2003. i won't go into details, but its quite the secret affair really, considering how unattainable they are given my financial situation.. and i am always more inclined to spend on books and music than on bags and stuff..but recently my handy (and cheap) wristlet from esprit began to fall apart, diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1144060160161584432006-04-03T18:26:00.000+08:002006-04-03T18:29:20.173+08:00april..its april! term coming to an end.. and sometimes i feel like i just came back from nz last month! most assignments done. but working one more right now. and one more next week. and reading week the week after. and exams for 2 weeks...someimes i just want the school term to go on and on and on...sleepy *yawn*diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1143703366573798282006-03-30T15:18:00.000+08:002006-03-30T15:23:29.106+08:00pridewad a destructive force it is. not only does it get in the way of fulfilling relationships with people around us, it also eats away at ourselves when it comes to the fore...c.s. lewis wrote smth on it, believing that pride leads to every other vice."Does this seem to you exaggerated? If so, think it over. I pointed out a moment ago that the more pride one had, the more one disliked pride in diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1143535137263665662006-03-28T16:35:00.000+08:002006-03-28T16:38:57.293+08:00happy mappy :))received this in my email. and its really hilarious. but i must say i havent quite attempted to enter my password on my microwave yet..YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 WHEN . . .1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.4. You e-mail the person whodiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1143219248444829512006-03-25T00:51:00.000+08:002006-03-25T00:54:08.460+08:00random stuff in my head..got lotsa random things running thru my mind currently. just came back from from nusws concert. tho it was a trying period, i really learnt lots. and band is just totally in my blood. so yah being at d concert made me wanna be in band again..so surfed randomly and found this love test thing.. its just a little bit surprising... but largely accurate by my own perceptions..diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1143176181079896722006-03-24T12:49:00.000+08:002006-03-24T12:57:37.736+08:00waiting for this!chanced upon this movie trailer, and now i am all excited! its coming out in july. so lets hope it hits our sunny shores!Little Miss Sunshine Copyright © 2006 Fox Searchlight Pictures Tells the story of the Hoovers, one of the most endearingly fractured families ever seen on motion picture screens. Together, the motley diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1143006593904725442006-03-22T13:46:00.000+08:002006-03-22T13:49:53.916+08:00divine inspiration!i need divine inspiration!!!!season of work work and more workwas listening to my wonderfully green ipOod while slaving over the very painful to write sn2232 essay (which i think i nd to change d title of..).. and its a old song that suddenly took on new meaning for me. its amazing how He can speak to us thru the most unexpected things at the most unexpected moments..believe I diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1142870164938100452006-03-20T23:48:00.000+08:002006-03-20T23:56:04.956+08:00joyJesus firstOthers nextYourself lastjust suddenly reminded of that during cg today. saw it when i was in nz, holidaying at christchurch. it was on a card that was framed in the christchurch cathedral. yup.. its such a wonderful and true acronym..so i am totally swamped by deadlines.. but surprising peaceful... most of the time at least. hahaa..wun go into details, but it is so ugly. and it willdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1142437582666997782006-03-15T23:41:00.000+08:002006-03-15T23:46:22.676+08:00woOhOo..after 3 attempts, i finally settled on my attire to my cousin's beach ROM ceremony on friday. dun really wanna repeat wad happened that took me 3 tries. wad's more impt is that i finally settled on smth. tho its really ex.. but its green. and its really nice. sits properly. and its cuper comfy. so im happy.and mosaic came to an end.. for me at least. with the pat methany triO concert diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1142143396502522822006-03-12T13:57:00.000+08:002006-03-12T14:03:16.513+08:00divine intervention neededmy body broke down over the weekend.started as flu. turned into fever. which led to allergic reaction to medicationsaw doctor yesterday. much better already.but d weekend has been wasted sleeping and nua-ing around..oh well..spent the morning planning my schedule.just realised i got like 4 papers. 1 project. 1 presentation due over the next 3 weeks.on top of classes. diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1141907571367196882006-03-09T20:28:00.000+08:002006-03-09T20:32:51.386+08:00darndarn. my laptop is breaking down on me. it refuses to write cds... on top of it striking now and den.. and just being annoying slow and laggy all other times.. sighusing bro's PC now.. upgraded just a year ago. well in d least it burns cds. and so i am thankful for my portable HDD that can transfer frm my laptop to it, den den to d PC before burning. oh well..blardy flu. i really hate having diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1141738088066918312006-03-07T21:24:00.000+08:002006-03-07T21:28:08.086+08:00reminder to pause.. Hurry - The Enemy Of Your Soul! There remains...a rest for the people of God. - Hebrews 4:9 If you're serious about pursuing a deeper relationship with God, you'll constantly do battle with - hurry. The great danger is not that we'll renounce our faith, but that we'll diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1141302385295003422006-03-02T20:17:00.000+08:002006-03-02T20:26:25.313+08:00escape..i wanna go on holiday.like thailand.. bangkok, pattaya, hua hin, phuket, krabi....or langkawi... (tho its kinda polluted alr..)or my usual KL..or maybe melaka which i haven't gone since may 2004 with yoland and all..or vietnam!!i wanna go somewhere nearnot too exjust escape for a few days after exams..sigh....diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1141233358991757642006-03-02T01:14:00.000+08:002006-03-02T01:15:59.006+08:001:14 am. thursday 2nd Marchstill in school..yes along as1 corridorfeeding mozzieswith bobbert alicia and adrainall rushing papers due tmr. or rather today la.anyway i am d first to finish!! yaygoing home!diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1141209108320810352006-03-01T18:27:00.000+08:002006-03-01T18:31:48.356+08:00hokey pokeyi found hokey pokey ice-cream in nus! wahhaanot as good as the ones in nzbut stillbettter den nothingok i really nd to get cracking on my essayits due tmri am so restlessdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1141141502225219402006-02-28T23:41:00.000+08:002006-02-28T23:45:02.240+08:00trying not to be buried..so much work!but i am a happy little girlie coz my SN test got pushed back to next weekand cold war project extended deadline till end march :Dpraise Godi was just fretting over how to schedule everything in!but anyway was at renyu's blog and was reminded of the email i received abt iSpace orientation trip to rangitoto island. sigh.. its been 6 months alr man.. so fast diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140964832829511192006-02-26T22:37:00.000+08:002006-02-26T22:40:32.843+08:00Your Power Color Is TealAt Your Highest:You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.At Your Lowest:You feel in a slump and lack creativity.In Love:You tend to be many people's ideal partner.How You're Attractive:You make people feel confident and accepted.Your Eternal Question:"What Impression Am I Giving?"What's Your Power Color?anyway, i FINALLY got my c.s. lewis boxset. the signaturediTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140675203428068292006-02-23T14:14:00.000+08:002006-02-23T14:13:23.440+08:00bartclaypot just named his car bartso i asked innocently, "you mean like fart?"i said im blogging about itand he got all defensivei was just going to blog about fart!i mean bart.somone's hiding something...diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140492484810526462006-02-21T11:24:00.000+08:002006-02-21T11:28:04.833+08:00our problems. His opportunities.most costly mistakes into priceless gems of wisdombruised and bleeding places into greater strengthdeepest fears into unshakeable faithjust gotta see it as part of Your master plan.to trust above all elseand surrender.to reach a point when nothing matters but youto give without letting it take anything away from mediTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140413221549745302006-02-20T13:20:00.000+08:002006-02-20T13:27:01.563+08:00poetry du blanc: la séance deuxcome come!read us somethinganythingur own compositionur fave poemur fave proseopen-mic sessionslooking forward to seeing u!when//4th March (sat)where//booksactually125A Telok Ayer Streettime//2pm onwardsdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140413323514209392006-02-20T12:25:00.000+08:002006-02-20T13:34:40.096+08:00ambivalenceambivalentbut what can i do?noone to talk toexcept you, you and of courseYou.how could i forget?but still..patience, You sayhow long, i asksilencenot a good feelingdo you really know what it feels like?the more i discoverthe less i want to knowmight be my own doing..but still..talk to mecoz i no longer knowhow to talk to youyou whom i could say anything toso long ago it seemsthat diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140361442276893802006-02-19T22:56:00.000+08:002006-02-19T23:04:02.473+08:00i know i am blessed when..my parents can afford to pay SGD4 for one scoop of ice-cream for mei hear keiko lee crooning away, caressing me with her voice on my v nice new boyfriend - panasonic SC-D51i see the stacks and stacks of (unread) readings, reminding me that i have opportunites some other ppl dun even dare to dream of. and that i am not THAT ditzy.my handphone beeps. it means i have diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140270746003018782006-02-18T21:48:00.000+08:002006-02-18T21:52:26.016+08:00fun o ramai miss it. being really part of it i mean.oh-so-nostalgic.02.02.022sc10a certain dudea certain grp of galpalsreally made things rockit still does. acjc always does it for me.just like today.on familiar ground. familiar scenes. familiar sounds.but a older me. a wiser me. and more blessed me.some things nv change. but others do.still love it.but what's past can't ever be recaptured..but diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1140112807813174572006-02-17T01:51:00.000+08:002006-02-17T02:00:07.850+08:00woOhOo..wed: strangely goodmichelangelos - tangy pasta, creamy pasta, too much calamari. good talkbunalun - open till 9pm = bottle of barley water i've not had for almost 9 months!haagen - never had such a bad experience there in my life! pleasantly surprised by a chance meeting!coffee club - pot of hot earl grey always good for me! that place is making money quite frequently frm us..striped box diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139972318181636262006-02-15T10:51:00.000+08:002006-02-20T13:16:43.086+08:00acswo concert 11/12/06i love performing and practicing with acsians in d familiar grounds of acjc..i love band. especially a band of acsians..recent acswo concert was a blast. sure. hall wasn't full or anything. but it was a blast for all the performers. and made a huger blast with supportive ppl who bought tickets so i didn't have to burn a hole in my pocket.but anyway i decided that this blog diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139970606917814212006-02-15T10:28:00.000+08:002006-02-15T10:37:32.110+08:00randomness..randomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomrandomso many things and so little timeneed to get betteraren't things fine the way they are?why does it feel so strange then?diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139539202362411252006-02-10T10:38:00.000+08:002006-02-10T10:40:02.363+08:00poetry du blancwhen//tmr! saturday 11th febwhere//125A telok ayer stin d humble green and white shoppe that is booksactually what//open-mic sessionscome read us something. anything.time//2pm onwardsdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139539064849027252006-02-10T10:36:00.000+08:002006-02-10T10:37:44.866+08:00God is watching me..God is watching meholding mehealing mewhat more can i want?need to be more productive!body, stop falling apart!!!ok time to workdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139478227641268832006-02-09T17:42:00.000+08:002006-02-09T17:43:48.523+08:00Ten Top Trivia Tips about Rachel chee! There are roughly 10,000 man-made objects the size of rachel chee orbiting the Earth.During the reign of Peter the Great, any Russian nobleman who chose to wear rachel chee had to pay a special rachel chee tax.Rachel chee can be very poisonous if injected intravenously!Rachel chee can turn her stomach inside out.It takes a lobster approximately 7 years to diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139475586240582142006-02-09T16:50:00.000+08:002006-02-09T16:59:46.256+08:00hold me.. picking up the piecesstill rawbrokenbleedingjagged edgesquivering bits of torn fleshwho can pick them up but yourself?dipping in and coming out.crossroads. in heaven or in hell?being dealt with.i trust You know wad You are doing. and where You are taking me.first cup of tea in a week..its the small things in life.steaming cup of harrods earl grey. soothing vocals of sarah mclachlin. diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139415256968293732006-02-09T00:09:00.000+08:002006-02-09T00:15:07.173+08:00i am going to let myself fly.. Barcelona where the winds all blewAnd the churches don't have windows but the graveyards doMe and my shadow are wrestling a gainLook out stranger, there's a dark cloud moving inBut if you could hear the voice in my heart it would tell youI'm afraid I am aloneWon't somebody please hold me, release meShow me the meaning of mercyLet me looseFly, let me fly, let me diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139328095592861302006-02-07T23:59:00.000+08:002006-02-08T00:01:35.623+08:00happier...peaceful. by d grace of God!thank You for wonderful galpals, green tea frappes, and crystal jade food!diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1139136916094961192006-02-05T18:52:00.000+08:002006-02-05T18:55:16.170+08:00more than i care to let on..feeling more than i care to let onknowing more than i want to admitgiving more than i realisegotta be brave.stand tall.doing what we have to dodon't move on yet. wait for me.please.diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1138890618471043392006-02-02T22:28:00.000+08:002006-02-02T22:30:18.486+08:00indulge me...traumatised by the situation. but held together by His grace.just keep shining shining shining..retreating into my own private zone...don't take my silence personally yea :Dindulge me for now..diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1138811836868921692006-02-02T00:36:00.000+08:002006-02-02T00:37:16.880+08:00doing what i have to do..so what now God? what now?distract me.sarah mclachlan to the rescue.diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1138720666419812402006-01-31T23:03:00.000+08:002006-01-31T23:17:46.473+08:00over but not quite done withGod wad is in store from now?? only You knowstarting afresh.. Jesus restores :DdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1138527328844024922006-01-29T17:34:00.000+08:002006-01-29T17:35:28.856+08:00much clearer much clearer in d head. can't say the same for the heart.but still..thanks..happy lunar new yeardiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1138328415598615472006-01-27T10:19:00.000+08:002006-01-27T10:20:15.616+08:00a mess but not quite a mess..i always have people in my camp. like Jesus.tho its been kinda quiet on this front recently.forcing me to decide?i hate making decisions.we shall wait.'nuff said.diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1138201073014973302006-01-25T22:40:00.000+08:002006-01-25T22:57:53.110+08:00random and not so random.. i am tired. splitting headache. puffy eyes. blocked nose. coughing. argh. hair damp. cannot sleep.issues coming to head. or rather. have come to head. maybe that's why headache?i realise i always feel super unwell at night. when alone. and not really doing much. i think i need to keep busy to distract myself from physical ills. but if busy den cannot rest. cannot hear diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1138030663166309522006-01-23T23:06:00.000+08:002006-01-23T23:37:46.586+08:00in the world but not of the world.."if i find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy, the only logical explanation is that i was made for another world." - C.S Lewis - my fave quote from my fave author. i totally agree with it. :DdiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1137429828335391212006-01-17T00:37:00.000+08:002006-01-17T00:43:48.353+08:00the irony of it all..cg today. someone spoke out on the pertinent issue the cg's facing that verbalised the previously un-namable strange feeling i had about the cg upin my return.and i realise that yes. that is what i missed. that is what i lack. that is what i need to do.authentic sharing.to share deeply and freely with someone the struggles of this day. of this season. of this life.not just todiTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1137252618978163232006-01-14T23:27:00.000+08:002006-01-14T23:30:18.980+08:00desert retreat..i just realised what is it that i need to do.one word. retreat.into the desert.away from everyone.from everything.retreat.into my private space with God.to breakdown freely. cry out freely. be empty and desiring to be filled w/o guilt w/o pressure.retreat.with Him. into Him.diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1137227585234929772006-01-14T16:25:00.000+08:002006-01-15T14:17:05.983+08:00self-preservation is wrong..smth that God reminded me oh-so-gently (as usual) in d dead of the night a couple of nights ago. self-preservation is wrong. coz He is our one and only Able Defender, Almighty Preserver, Strong Protector. what can we do for ourselves that dun eventually result in us being old shrivelled prunes, dead in heart and numb in spirit?so anyway, feeling super soggy in every diTznoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6259533.post-1136904015383335322006-01-10T22:35:00.000+08:002006-01-10T22:40:15.396+08:00happy hari raya haji.. booksactually got on page 9 of the new paper today. that's the 10th of Jan 2006 issue. got some info wrong, like the parental financial support bit. and also the supplier bit. but on the whole its cool..watched narnia today with tamar and rachel soh! its just so great to hang out lidat again, tho not quite in d way we used to hang out back in nz.. oh wells..met bobbert and diTznoreply@blogger.com0